Early this morning (May 14, 2009)… a very strange and scary event occur…
at 8:45 am i heard my mom waking me up.. but for some unknown reason i cant move my body, then since i stay up late last night my eyes hurts so i just slightly open my eyes.. Then..
I was shocked!! when i open my eyes i saw a long hair blond little girl sleeping by my side under my arms. she has a white pinkish skin and a long blond hair wearing a white long linen night gown… she was so beautiful like you would want to keep her, protect her… she was so innocent so precious and powerless.. but at first i was soooo shocked but then.. she opened her eyes and looked straight into my eyes..
Her eyes are no ordinary… her eyes contains every emotions there is, they are so deep i felt like drowning while looking at them its like i was falling in the abysmal pit of Over flowing emotions, then years starts falling in her eyes.. i felt a great pain in my chest… but i don't know why, maybe i was just… just affected by her emotions.. then she closed eyes and slip again…
I moved my eyes on the right side of room… then i saw a Guy.. all in black, he is wearing a black shirt black pants and black bracelets all over his both hands, he has a pale white skin and his hair was styled like emo with long bangs covering his right eye but i can still say that he is good looking too…
still this guy really scared me, he was holding my feet.. he then looked straight in my eyes, his eyes were empty… empty of any feelings or emotions, his eyes are dark and deep but i can feel nothing in him, he was just staring at me… like he was thinking of something… he was very scary for i cant predict what he is thinking… he… somehow looked like me these past few days he then opened his mouth he i saying something but i cant hear anything then my vision goes blur and i can see him fading slowly in the background untill all i can see is the cabinet that he was leaning to, even the girl has vanished…
When my visions cleared out and everything was clear i hurried to sit down in my bed and catch my breath for all this time i wasn't breathing… then tears starts gushing out from my eyes i cant control them they just keep on falling i really do not understand the logic of this but it still happens… the pain in my chest goes worst until my tears became cries of agony and despair i was so sulk in every kind of emotions… I never cried like this form ore than 7 years…
I never felt this kind of emotion before… it hurts soo much… then when i got a hold of my self i start to calm my self… but pain then attacks my head.. my mind was throbbing.. beating like a drum… this head ache.. its so harsh blood falls from my nose then it suddenly stops… and before i get up from bed i lost my consciousness…
Then when i woke up this 1pm in the afternoon…
they said i was calling someones name… i told them i dont who that person is… but i lied… i know this person… i was so attached to this person that it hurts me soo much but im ok now… later this evening i’ll be leaving the hospital hopefully i’ll be discharged sooner today…
Still i wonder who those 2 people are… what is my relationship between the young girl and the guy whose holding my feet and what is he saying and why he holding my feet???
its soo weird I cant think cognitively yet… but i hope that I can figure this out soon… like a puzzle missing a piece…
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